Saturday, May 17, 2014

Friends...............

       It’s nearly midnight. The valley is burning like hell due to summer yet can feel fresh air in from my window. I must have been asleep few minutes ago but something striked my mind. It has been long time I have not been writing. What should I be writing about is what striked. Really had no idea
about what to write. I had always remained alone in this city and I hardly can remember anything else then those who has always been an inseparable part of my life, my friends.
       While thinking about writing about friends is really heavy. There must not have been any words that could describe friends. They are the most wonderful thing that happens in our life. They happen to us and it’s enough so it seems heavy to write about .
But I could not stop myself as I have to express on how much their presence had made my life so meaningful. I don’t pretty remember the friends that I had in my childhood. Actually  the vision of my childhood friends is dim but their impression is best in my mind and heart. Having someone as a friend in the childhood though thought to be normal, they really meant a lot to me. I still remember some of their faces. Some are still with me now but most of them had departed at some junctions of life. Some childhood friends still are the idle for me.
        Slowly the childhood turned to teenage. Teenage , must be the most difficult time to have friends. Umm must be the hormonal change ,all friends are not viewed the same way. Some are just friends, some are best buddies, some jealous friends and some were friends some time ago and now they are above that. I had that hormonal change too. This age must have taught me the meaning of good and bad friends.
Now it is today and it’s more tough time in case of friends. Whom you choose as friends must depend on your mood and interest today. People become choosy towards friends. College life office life and other normal life have really made us choosy at friends. Social media is increasing, with this virtual friends has come into existence. Ummm it sounds really awkward to tell someone a virtual friend but it is happening. I also do have some virtual friends whom I never met yet they are wonderful part of my life. Real friends must be the friends that really matters. They are always with you in the bad times.  Umm really it’s getting heavier to write about friends. Can’t clear everything in this piece of writing and cannot even take particular names of my particular friends but I can indicate in how they are and how I feel  them.
         I have friends who care me a lot they really mean a lot to me. I would like to remain with them for a long time and feel time is passing so soon and its always less remaining with them. Some friends laugh like crazy, sometimes feel that laughter will really get us beaten. Some friends are  whom I would never get tired talking and laughing. My cheeks would pain like hell due to hyper talking and laughing yet I would never stop. Some are there whom I think I would hate the most due to their habit yet they are also a good part of my life as they are better and best at other things. Some care you a little but want to always remain around you. There are some whom I make a lots of fun, but I would regret the most when the fun strikes their heart. Some are real psycho they have no idea what they are doing yet they are the best creations that make us laugh and make us forget our worries. Some are just hi and a hello friend whom we seem to care very less but their absence around us makes the environment dull.


        Every friends exist in this earth and I am happy I am getting all of them in the best way they can be for me. Really my friends you make me feel more and more special.  Finally it is  feeling heavy to write about friends. 

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